i am not transfering to horn anymore.

morning, mrs chua asked grace to transfer with me. dan because of -certain- reasons, my SL decided to change jae young with me. and Evelyn felt very guilty. it makes me feel very sad too :'( i mean, i dun wan my section to be like broken? it doesn't feel nice... and somemore Jae Young exchanged with me which makes me feel guilty too. :( i dunno...but no matter wad, i wan Jae Young and Grace back. :(

now already like that, later when the Sec 4s go, our section will be like what? devastating state or smth?

although i not transfering but i dun wan to transfer back and make JAE YOUNG gooo.... she so much pro-er dan me and yet im changing back. it don't make sense you knoww. i think i would rather i transfered dan to make Jae Young transfer dan Evelyn not happy too.

i don't want to be unhappy. but when people around me become unhappy, its just hard not to get affected.

I DUN WAN I DUN WAN I DUN WAN I DUN WAN I DUN WANNNN TO LEAVE MY SECTION!!!!!:(

its not dat french horn is bad or wad. BUT I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE MY SECTION :'( why transfer me over????
WHY ME?????

I SUPER LIKE MY SECTION, I LIKE EVELYN AND GRACE. I LIKE MY SENIORS. I LIKE MY TRUMPETTTT!!!!!(i dun mean i dun like horn section. they are nice of course) for one year it will be so weird, like evelyn and grace change to sheryl and hui shi. its not dat i dun like them, but it kinda feels weird.

I DUN WAN TO LEAVE MY SECTION :( i played trumpet since P2 lehhh. now suddenly wan me to change to french horn????? =( I DUN WAN TO:(

somehow i wish tomorrow i will just be like TOTALLY NOT FIT FOR HORN or smth. dan cannot transfer me. but i doubt it actually will happen.:(

THE WORST OF THE WORST IS DAT, i won't play my trumpet for the concert? I WAN TO LEHH!!!! i mean, it doesn't make sense wad. i alr noe how to play so many of the songs and now u wan me to change to horn??? how am i going to catch up???

:(

today ppl going to india for internationalization left le. they taking night flight i think. mon i going bintan. today stayed back the dance thingy for the trip to bintan. quite fun lah.

totally no mood to do anything now. yesterday, after band, after dinner. i just stoned dere. other dan toking to grace and evelyn on msn. i did art too. it was easy lah, i only need to colour and colour and colour so even if i no mood also can do wan. today, my brain was half dead i guess. no apetite so didn;t eat recess and breakfast. i dun even feel like eating dinner now.:(

why me? why must everything go bad just when it was turning good?

wah, my blog very dead. so just coming to liven things up^^

anyways, on fri, when dearest mdm azlina treat us to Mcdonalds^^ Li Wei met her two *erhms* called Roy and James?? (i not sure but u can confirm wif jia wei^^) and her face was like turn red/s. AS RED AS TOMATO!!!(or chilli redder?)ANY ANY WAYS, it was DAMN FUNNY lor make me laugh until stomach ache.xD

Sat, woke up early in the morning 4am. dan WE ARE ON THE WAY TO KL!! i just went last Chritsmas and i m going again. and i was damn happy because me bought things i want^^ and also (Tilda dun be jealous) I WATCHED 72 家租客!!! though, it was in STUPID CANTONESE!!! -.- cause me to need to read subtitles. and super sad lorrr. Ray ray only special guest appearance only :( so sad.but overall the show is super funny. ^^

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED BY:::ME!!!^^

today went to grandma's hse and auntie uncle house to take ang pao^^ but sad lor, chinese new year got SO MUCH HOMEWORK esp stupid stupid art =.= chinese new year is give ang pao mahh, give so much homework -.- anyways,

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!=D