ah well, today was a terrible day.Yesterday too. I don't know which one is worse but it seems like both is bad bad bad...:(

Sometimes, it is really hard to post everything on the blog you know? I mean, well, a blog is like an online diary but everyone reads it... and diaries are suppose to be private. Thinking of locking my blog...but lazy to add people, so, SIGH.

I just feel like stoning now. Thinking about exams make me want to cry I just realise how hard it is to ace MYE. Start with home ec, i don't even have an oven and they are asking me to bake. History, I am not even SURE how to write it. I can't remember all the formats :( and for LIT?!!! Its the worse i think, i totally forgot how to write TEAQ. English compo, not enough practice. Chinese, I seriously don't know how to write. It seems like it is because of luck that i can pass for my chinese last year. Maths...I STILL HAVE SO MANY CARELESS MISTAKES!!! talking about maths, it reminds me of my pencil :'( IT WAS MY PRIZE OK!!!!! WHY DID I EVEN BRING IT TO SCHOOL??!!!!ARRRGGHHHH!!!! i don't want to think about it anymore

well, they make me think alot too and i know it isn't good to think so much of this before exams. But, sigh, this few weeks, it seems like it has magnified.I don't know why...but yah.

anyways, still can't think of what to buy for concert prezzies...

Today seriously, I need to finish all my homework. Goshhh!!! I am going to kill myself if I don't do well cannn!!! X.X

anyways, yesterday was a GREAT DAY.super super great day xD just that, yesterday me and evelyn were hardly fated to be online at the same time. When I am online, she wasn't. When she was online, i wasn't. Only until like 11+?? than she FINALLY came online. We chatted till like 1.30am + and Jia Wei was like: AM I SEEING THINGS???YOU ARE STILL ONLINE??!!!

cannot blame her lah, I don't usually stay up till so late. But yesterday was special ^^ so don't feel like sleeping so early.

and for now, i am rather pissed with audi.=.= MY 180k is just GONE LIKE THIS!!!!what made it worse was that, I HAVEN'T SPEND A SINGLE DENS SINCE I STARTED PLAYING AUDI. CRAP THOSE HACKERS. HATE THEM!!!!ARGH

Sigh, SHE is right. I AM short. Eee i want to grow!!! Too bad, nowadays my sleeping time revolves around 11.30+ to 12.30++. Results is: tomorrow cannot concentrate. Which is a SUPER BAD THING. ESP during maths =.=

Anyways, looking forward to tomorrow for some reasons. xD

Now, there is no one to talk to. Evelyn needs to go home from her uncle house so she went offline.ah well, i shall concentrate on doing my homework now.

i know it is rather late now...but suddenly have the urge to blog.

Today we had 11 legged race which was fun. a few teams fell down but they continued, so, its really cool. Hope we get into the finals...at least we get a chance to win :)

I am sleeping late nowadays, seems like me and Jia Wei switched roles for a while for sleeping.ah well, bad idea.must start to sleep early again.I FELL ASLEEP DURING MATHS!!! omg.first time can.

Now feeling confused. Mixed up feelings. Do people tend to think more at night because its all quiet and dark?

anways, bedtime

YO PEOPLE!!!Im backee in Singapura!!!HAHAHAHAHA!!!!did anyone miss me???^^

ANYWAYS, Bintan trip was SUPER DUPER UPER PER ER R INTERESTING!!!!! it was super super fun!!!!

Day 1: After reaching Bintan, we checked in to Bintan lodge and my dearest unit mates were Samantha, Sabrina and Elena xD all from 2C1 SO im the only 2G3-ian inside.HAHAHHA BUT IT WAS OKKK!!!they are nice ppl^^ after that, we went to eco farm and i tried planting PINEAPPLE!!!i didn't know it was so simple but it was a pricky experience =D

Day 2: Woke up in the morning 5.15 bintan time (which is 6.30 Singapore time) dan after washing up, we went to another place to eat breakfast. We went to the Sec sch to teach the students there English, Art and Games xD I went to teach the art and gosh, they were very quiet. I TRIED TALKING to them!!! BUT. very little effects APPARENTLY.hhhaha!!!but i still manage to talk to them LAHH OF COURSE!!! We went for 3 house visits and OOHLAH, we had house gifts for them. TOBI AND TOBA WERE CUTTEEEEEEE!!!(haha tobi and toba are the children of the house owner we visited. I PLAYED WITH CHICKS TO U NOEEEE?!!!^^ they were so cute!!!yellow dan got black wans =)

we went mangrove planting too!!!though it was very muddy and dirty, it was SUPER FUN!!!hehe.we formed human chain and we passed like 300+ mangrove seedling through the line. By that time, everyone were almost half dead, but we manage to plant ALL the mangrove seedlings ^^ *proud*

Day 3: Nasi lemak breakfast. After that, went to the Sec sch again to teach the last class of art and crafts. I went to play volleyball and captain's ball with the students there and gooosh, THEY WERE PROS @ VOLLEYBALL!!! they were total pros ok!!!xD but for captains ball, we manage to beat them^^ but it came with a price can, i was hit on the mouth because i went *CRASH* with the other girl xD We did our farewell concert and they also had a small concert for us. but gosh, me and samantha for HSM dance, we TOTALLY SCREWED UP because we were standing at the wrong side -.-" but anyways, it was still fun. We had the Twist, Synergy, HSM and we sang a few songs =] We went for village tour, which we learnt how to make ___ (i dunno how to say but its a kind of cracker) and we made J______ (i also dunno how to spell this one). But the J_____ was a type of medicine which doesn't taste nice.i mean i noe medicine naturally dun taste nice, but that was one of the worst.hhee xD we went to see how they made Batik, a kind of art which was COOL!!!

at night was the funnest part!!!WE WENT FOR MANGROVE TOUR!!!!OMGOMGOMG!!! it was like the first time i saw FIREFLIES!!!and yeshhh!!! they were super super pretty!!!i caught a few but of course i let them free.(i didn't noe they looked like normal flies under the light)

Day 4: SHOPPING DAY!!! we went Tanjung Pinang to shop. Although there weren't much to shop there, we had fun ^^ we also had a WONDERFUL WONDERFUL LUNCH!!!it was the BESTEST meal in the whole trip=]

At night, we went to our neighbours to have CUP NOODLES PARTY!!! hahaha.it was so funnn!!! we had ice "hockey" and we kinda ate unsafe pooding.HAHAHA BUT IT WAS FUN!!!too bad, i feel asleep halfway, thx to Sabrina and Elena.I see them sleep i also feel sleepy so in the end, i also feel asleep.

hahaha!!!I LOVE MY UNIT MATES!!!they ROCK!!!every night when we are in the apartment, we will watch tv and bond lah^^ it was nice=] haha and it was my first time watching american idol because we really didn't have much to watch. and i learnt something,INDONESIAN dramas are really DRAMA like really super DRAMATIC.

I had fun of course ^^ feel kinda sad now that we are back in Singapore. Back to stress and homework. SIGH.

back to the real world.