Today was quite slack day. Or should I say it passed very fast. First I woke up at 9. Than I don't how I managed to rot to 11 to have my Brunch (Breakfast + Lunch). After a while, 12 had tuition to 2. Than after that I rotted a while more and at 4.40 I left house to go Orchard to meet Shasha and Grace.

Shasha later said she will be coming late and Grace, *sigh* it was quite a trouble to meet up with her. AND I WAS EARLIER THAN HER!!!xD Anyways, we walked around a while and later went to Food Republic and waited for Shasha. Haha, we took turns to go look for food because Grace was worried we will get chased out for taking up the place without eating. But somehow, we both came back with no food. So, we scissors paper stone to see who will go buy food first and in the end, I went -.- But HAH, on the way, met up with Shasha so I went back to the table without food again =D And later Grace came with me to buy food. We finished our food within 10 min^^

The bus ride was HORRIBLE + TERRIBLE. I got squashed at the door at first. Later when we manage to move in, we didn't have place to hold other than Grace who have the hanging handle thingy. Than Evelyn called, so I held on to Grace and Shasha held on to me. But while talking to Evelyn they both were actually holding on to me ro prevent me from falling. Gosh, I hate buses which are crowded. They are almost impossible to get out. -.- Anyways, met Evelyn at SJI canteen and we went to the concert.

The concert was really different. Shasha said in many scenarios which will never happen in all girls school which I would agree. Anyways, gosh, how I wish I can play like them. Gold with Honours lehh.

Gosh, I feel so sleepy. But I fill so full. Argh. Can't sleep. -.-

Today woke up at 7.50am just to go to Gladys's house. In the end, we reached there at almost 11 thanks to Jia Wei who came so late -.- Next time must tell her to come earlier than wait for us. Hmph. xD Anyways, today at Gladys's house was really fun. Firstly, me and Jia Wei were quite hard working. We did our script till lunch time than we finished. Lunch was superb!!!Hahahha!!!Gladys's ahma's cooking ROCKS!!!=D It was the biggest motivation to go to her house. Ok, maybe the second (because the guitar was the first xD) but yeah, love her ahma's cooking!!!

After lunch, we went to watch a little bit of some anime showing on tv. I am not specially interested in anime but since we are sitting there than just watch lor.Its ok I guess. After that we went to pack our clothes to bring to the function room for chinese film thingy. Hahahaha, while choosing clothes we keep side tracking by searching for songs on Youtube ((: And Gladys kept trying to stop us from side tracking. xD

When we went down, one AUNTIE over there actually said in a very "nice" tone that the function room cannot be used for studying or project and we were like wth?! -.- Than she said in that really irritating and sacarstic tone "Wait for 1o min and when the management come back ask them if you can use it for project with your computers in the function room. If can than ok. I am trying to warn you so that later you won't be chased out when your get seen." -.- Honestly, Li Wei was like #$@%! Anyways, ok lor, we waited and later asked the man if we can. And he allowed us ((: *Smirks*

The filming was funny. Hahahhaa. A lot of cuts. hahahhaha!!!Seriously, I fail to act. And we only manage to act the classroom scenes. Me and Jia Wei have one fighting part but we seriously don't know how to do so we thought later go back to Gladys's house than do. In the end because the camera battery flat so we let it charge while we "rested". In the end, I ended up learning guitar from my guitar sensei Gladys xDD It's kinda painful but very fun ((: I learnt the chords!!!^^ But than I also won't be able to remember. Sigh. How I wish I can have a guitar of my own. Should I save up and buy one?=D But than without a teacher, its kind of useless right? But my parents won't let me learnt 2 instruments at the same time because of $$$. Now I learning piano they already complaining like mad. *Sigh*

Anyways, reached home at around 7.50pm. Yeah. It was super late. Sigh. F.T Island songs are nice~=D

(I actually deleted this portion. Maybe its really fated its not suppose to be seen. Haha, its ok. I don't want to type it again. Its not some happy thing to type anyway. Its just like how I always feel. The "emo" part in some of my post. Nothing much. Just like last time, I shall put it in a word doc and delete it.)

I am typing way too much about this. Nonono, the more I type the more I think about it. Forget it.

School starting soon. Sigh. 1 month passes in a blur.

F.T Island rocks!!!

Really late now. Or should I say early? Mum going to scold soon if I don't go off but suddenly have the urge to blog.

There are like so many things I want to type here and say here but somehow I don't. I seriously don't know what should I be feeling now. Disappointed, angry, sad? Naw, I am going to be happy. Seriously, things aren't the same anymore no matter how much I wish it was. Ah, I am going to feel SLEEPY right now. Bleah, don't care. Don't ever think that you will know what I am talking about because I seriously don't know what I am talking about too. Probably about certain things.

Ah, need to get some sleep. Maybe the sleepyness is making me talk crap now. How I wish life could be like dramas. People tend to get saved. You know what is going to happen next. Oh well~

Going to Gladys house TODAY. Kinda retarded because now its 12.26 already. Also, didn't know it was Jia En's bdae until I saw the FB thingy. So HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA EN!!!She probably won't see this though xD

Gtg sleep. Mum is practically scolding me to sleep. Night~

Things will never be the same will it? Even if I don't know what happened, its pretty obvious it will never be back to how it was. Its not me, its you. I would like to shout in your face I am disappointed in you but yet, it doesn't seem like it too. Seems like I am the only one trying to bring things back but after a period of time, I've learnt to move on. At least, I hope I have.

Sigh. Being unusually moody today. Just feel like sitting on my chair and stone with my headphones on. Not sure why though. I was not thinking of anything troubling. Okay, maybe a little, but I tried to block it out. I feel like as if someone hit my head with something really hard, making me tired. But I don't feel sleepy. Just feel so...slouchy? Nothing seem appealing today. The tv doesn't, games doesn't, facebook doesn't too (not that facebook is especially appealing to me on other days but yeah.) Tried doing homework since entertainment doesn't seem to work other than listening to music. But look, for 3 hours I was trying to do my tuition homework but yeah, i only manage to do like 6 BASIC questions -.-

Reading a book seems pretty good especially since I have book review to do. But somehow, I feel like I am wasting my time. Ergh. Today sucks. Not that I mind being quiet, but the tiredness somehow irritates me. Sigh. Sucks sucks sucks. Ah, but music will never fail me. I will never be sick and tired with music.

Oh well, shall get off here now.

Omg. I hate to say this right now because it is rude. But I totally feel like smacking my sister. Everytime also say others are hopeless. SO what now? She is the only one that is HOPEFUL -.-
Seriously? Just because she is older doesn't mean she can anyhow use words=.= forget it, i am wasting my time typing this.

Anyways, today so sad, cannot go to outing because my father say I went out too many times last week. And now he doesn't even allow me to use my headphones -.- like what kind of holiday this is? no time to play at all. HMPH.

Today tried to do my si han, but total fail because I don't know what to write. I have been like thinking of what to write since yesterday. Sighhhh!!!But thanks to Jolene, she manage to help me think of something ((: Tilda helped too, but the ones she said was well, i wrote it already. But nvm, still, thanks for the help :D

Now I am trying to find websites for korean variety shows. Its FUNNEH!!! xD but the irritating is, youtube doesn't have everything. Or not is, once have but after i watched halfway, the next day, the video is removed because of some violating terms blah blah~ -.- And apparently there isn't anywhere else i can find to watch :( So, if anyone have a website where I can watch WITH eng subs/chi subs PUEESE PUEEESE PUEEESE tell me okayy??? (:

Sometimes problem start to surace when you think too much
When you care too much about materialistic stuff
When you start to develop a hateful mindset
It's all in the heart
Only you can solve what's bugging you
But the problem is,
How do you start?

Heyy. The awkwardness is really scaring me. Could you please tell me what happened? Am I exaggerating things? I really hope so. Only than, I know things aren't that serious.

Hah. This week was quite busy. Tues went out with Mun Yun, Tha Yang, Evelyn and Grace. -Section Outing- Aha. I had to meet them only at 12 thanks to my brother -.- Anyways, I took quite long to find them. But heyy, I do admit I am not VERY streetwise. Ahh, we wanted to watch a movie but the timing was not right so in the eng, Grace got her wish. We went around walking "aimlessly". Nothing much to see actually. But Evelyn went kinda out of control in the stationery shop O.o ahhaa, with her stickers~ I didn't spent much, other than on food~ Than we went to take neoprints and it was a total failure. AND i feel very very bad because i ask Grace to press the wrong button and we ended the deco early *embarrased* After walking till we have nothing better to do, we went home~

Wed- 9/6/10
Went out with Gladys, Jia Wei and Li Wei. I asked Li Wei to meet me at westmall at 10am. Hhahaha, that's the good thing when we stay near ((: Went to the comics connection in westmall. But so sad, it wasn't open at such early time. And, Li Wei went to buy her breakfast which was greentea muffin from breadtalk. Li Wei really freaks me out on how crazy she is on green tea. After her greentea muffin she actually bought a greentea drink -.- We went to comics connection when it was opened and walked around a little. Than, i bought the cards there x) Wanted to leave earlier, but in the end, we decided to leave later because i KNEW GLADYS WILL BE LATE. xP than later Jia Wei said she coming at 1+ because she have some competition thing. so sudden lor. So on the way, i let Li Wei hear F.T Island songs ((: And she says its nice :))) Met Gladys at dhoby ghaut mrt. Walked around. Went to Somerset 313. Than went to Orchard. We spent ALOT of time there. But in the end, I bought a shorts at the last of the last minute -.- And I reached home late, got scolded by my father~

Today- 10/6/10
Tilda FINALLY came to my house. She came earlier than expected. 10.40am. We watched drama and later went to JP at around 2+ Shopped for my stuff and quickly went to buy lunch because she was complaining she was VERY HUNGRY. Took 157 home and all the way she was sniffing the food. Saying that she hope the box will open by itself and the food will fly into her mouth x) After lunch, went to watch the last ep of Hong Kong drama~Played piano for her. The song she requested like 1 year ago?-.- I deproved like ALOT. After that went to break record. Sad, in the end we didn't. Only manage 10, our best record was 15 ): TRY HARDERRR NEXT TIME!!! Went to buy bubble tea after that and she stayed at my house for a while before leaving reluctantly. ( Ahahha, happy that she had a fun time here ((: ) My sis was surprised on how close we still are even though we are not in the same school for 2 years. The surprising thing was that, we became friends only at the last of the last part of the year in P6. ~After PSLE~ xD LOVE YOU TILDA!!!

gtg sleep. My sis is complaining -.- Night.

You know there are times when you feel really awkward...?Argh, it sucks.

I am really sorry ok? I don't want things to turn out like that too...:( Hope we can be back to becoming friends. I know you are a good friend I don't want to lose. Maybe I really shouldn't have done that. Than you wouldn't have to think so much about this. Hope you will sort it out soon :) I have already done so. I hope you will be able to do the same! =)

Anyways, AHHH. Now I am a bit of fanatic over F.T Island~~~ Eee, but Tha Yang likes CN Blue better >.< hahaha, currently not interested in any other bands except F.T Island. Their songs are NICE!!! (: But don't worry, I don't fangirl to those extend when you actually get goosebumps... When I go to youtube and hear their songs, then I see those comments, and goosebumps start appearing *shivers*

A bit hard to do homework now yeah? Since morning I haven't done a SINGLE homework. Congrats to me -.- Ahh, got to start doing homework. And really excited to see Tha Yang soon ((: She is giving me free lessons ^^

ahaha. Okay, i forgot to post something on the previous post. Talking to Gladys kinda reminded me about that.

MY PARENTS ARE DECIDING TO MOVE HOUSE! Nothing new~ the new thing is that, today we went to view a condo at YI SHUN YI SHUN YISHUN!!!GLADYS! STARE AT THIS! Its like 2 station away from your house only!!! But than again, I don't want. Because if i move to yishun, i will have to rot on the train everyday ): My parents see condo from Bt. Batok to Choa Chu Kang to Yew Tee. and now to Yishun. and the VERY VERY VERY BAD THING IS THAT, the condo at Yishun is FREAKINGLY NICE ))): BLEHHH!!! Going to view another house at Bukit Pnajang next week. hope it will be nicer so that don't need to move so far x)

Hehe, very long never post...Actually I did, but it was not seen by anyone...

ANYWAYS, I decided to open my blog againnn!!!xD Actually wanted to create another blog for PUBLIC than this will be used for private diary stuff... But since stupid blogger say want to have my HANDPHONE number as some verification thing so I didn't.It is weird. So I just deleted my previous post ((: And now this blog is back to being public.

Ahh!!! Many things are happening. Though June Hols are here. But i think its worse than having school-.- Maths homework, eng homework, LIT HOMEWORK(!!!hate it the most) and Chinese~ *faints* And well, band is on the first week of june and last week of june. I seriously hope i won't deprove...SIBF and NBC coming )):

Well, looking forward to next week (: On tues, there is section outing AT LASTTT!!! x))) Can't wait for that!!!=D After discussion of going to the moon, to Canada, to the beach and blah blah~ we settled on going to Bugis. Oh well~

Next next is 9 JUNEEEE!!!HEHHEHEHE!!!FINALLY GOING OUT WITH JIA WEI, GLADYS AND LI WEI!!! Super excited for this~ Actually, I feel the most excited for this day for a GOOD AND NICE REASON (Secret between 4 of us so SHHHH) ~~~ actually wanted to go on 8 june...but section outing~~~ so change to 9 june psps >.<

Lastly, TILDA IS FINALLY COMING -.- Say want me to play that song on piano for her since like last year -.- AHA. we are going to break record and drink bubble tea plus i am going to try and influence her on F.T Island music~~~xD

So next week is going to be QUITE busy and $$$. So it seems like one month holiday isn't very long + all the homework~ ):

Ohhh, and I am finally changing my specs (: Mine is on the verge of breaking already.I seriously hope I don't look weird in it. My sis contributed most of the choosing~

Ok, so for now got to end this blog post. But I seriously will like to Thank You dearest Yu Nwe for helping me =) She has a great contribution to that time~ xD And I am really going to try and forget =]=]=] hope things will go back to normal soon (btw, people, don't think sick please. sick=you know what i am talking about -.-)

CAN'T WAIT FOR 9 JUNEEE!!!not because of jia wei i would have gone ahead first BLEHHH xD