ADJKHSDFHWEFHQJKAFNBLKASMNSANFAFBOIQWJFASJBFKDFKLDFKDBANSKFQLMDNDFKFNFKDSA!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHH!!!!!

Crap.

Sheesh.

Crap.

Die.

I AM DEAD.FOR.ETERNITY.

I just realised how many careless mistakes I made in my recent maths test. I am dead. Super. Dead. That is going to cause me my CA marks. And my confidence. And my life.

Once again, I am dead. Tomorrow if there's maths, we would be getting it back. And yeah, that will be my death anniversary. Maybe.

If I manage to go against fate and survive tomorrow, than here comes my second death anniversary.

I haven't study finish my science.
I haven't study finish my geog
I haven't study finish my lit
I haven't study my compo format
I haven't practice enough of maths

All these = I am dead for EOYs

Really. Even if I DID study a chapter, nothing gets into my head. If you were to ask me a question on a chapter I studied, 90% chance I won't be able to answer. What's wrong with me now? D':

So, the 2nd death anniversary will be the day when results are out.

Once again,

I
Am
Dead

Oh gosh. That was freaky. What was I thinking? Reading that, I actually generated some really weird and mean thoughts. Argh. Got to get that off my mind.

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Anyways, fan girling is scary. Really.Very.Scary.

Maybe I shouldn't self-seek reasons for my goosebumps and sudden shivers.

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Gosh. I realise I am using too much of Evelyn's lines ^ Hmm...I should think of something...
Okay anyways, my task yesterday was utter failure. I didn't finish my geog and of course didn't start on my last task. I didn't even finish my maths paper. OH CRAP. I DIDN'T FINISH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, got to go do my maths paper~

Quite a long time since I come in...QUITE.

Ok, I shall follow Evelyn and list the things I am going to do tonight. Though it's mooncake/lantern festival, but 1) my bro have tuition 2) Someone is coming to my house to view, so our mooncake/lantern festival just 'phew~' went up into smokes.

So, my to-do list:

1) Finish maths paper 2008 maths paper 1 and 2
2) Finish Geog Chapter 3 revision
3) Start on Lit revision (If can)

I'll have to finish this before I sleep. :(

Okay, so today was quite a horrible day. Despite the fact that periods were quite slack with Music and LSCEP, but it was horrible. First, it started with Maths test. I got super irritated with this because I didn't finish it. Again. And the thing is, I ONLY LEFT THE LAST ANSWER HAVEN'T WRITE IT DOWN!! -.- LAST ANSWER YOU KNOWWW!!! Hmph. And what Ms Shakina did? She said pens down and when she saw me still attempting to scribble, she said pens down or I'll get the entire question 0. So, I put it down and stared at the paper. But apparently she thinks that I can write the answer with my eyes, so she snatched the paper away.

Yes. She snatched it away. -.-

I got quite shocked and irritated at the same time. Actually I used to kinda like her. But over the months, I kinda got *erhms* with her. Now I finally understand 2C3's pain. Fine. I am not going to comment on her next time when they mention her again. Hmph. Ohh, let's hope she don't see this. Or my life won't be good. Well~ I'll prove to her I can do well in this year exams. And shut her mouth up. She won't be able to snatch my paper away anymore. I am going to finish it WAYYY before the time is up.

HMPH.

Anyways, that didn't really affect my mood. Went on with lessons. Hate LSCEP because there's another project. It's kinda stupid when they are last minute stuffing all the projects to us when we are going to have exams. Stupid.

School was like that~~~ Met Grace at the foyer and walked with her to the bus stop. Wanted to take bus with Hiu Wai they all but in the end Li Wei wanted to walk so said bye to Grace and walked with Cherie and Jia Wei. Than Ayisha and Poojaa came along too~~

Reached BB and the rain was HEAVY. When I reached home, I practiced a bit while waiting for my lunch to be ready~~ Than all of a sudden, lightning striked. Thunder roared. Than there went my electricity. But Household Electricity came into use ((: And I went to the consumer's unit and pushed the switch up. Hehheheh~~~

Anyways, slacked all the way till now. Omg. Yes. I am slacking. Okay got to go.

Today was fun ^^ I would say 2G3 food fair was a HUGE success!!!=D Managed to sell almost everything. AHAHHAHA~~~~~ It was fun too ^^ Though when it was my shift, which was the last 2nd, almost everything was gone -.- So there was like, nothing much to sell.:/

Anyways, today passed really fast. Probably because the lessons were ok and half the day was fun and there was no fit run xP Photo-taking was rather interesting hehehehehe xD Sadly, Mari and Mdm Azlina wasn't in the picture :( Somehow, we NEVER get to take class photo with our form teacher. Even last year. Sigh.

Reached home, slacked. Tried studying science. Fell asleep. Woke up. Stared at the same page for more than 30min with nothing getting into my brain. Freaking out. Like seriously. I HATE EXAMS! Like who doesn't anyway~

AHSKHFEFHLKSAF!!! I HATE IT WHEN I AM IN THE MOOD TO STUDY BUT NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING GETS INTO MY BRAIN! Than I will lose interest, than I will start side tracking. Than I won't stop. And NOTHING GET'S DONE.


OMG SHERLENE! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?! EXAMS ARE IN LESS THAN 2 WEEKS AND YOU ARE STILL SLACKING WHEN YOU HAVE THOUSAND AND ONE THINGS NOT REVISED YET?!

:'(

I am so dead.

DEAD.


What has the world become?

Got to make a quick one here. Already starting to side tracked O:

Today's lessons were not bad ^^ I think it's the best day of the week. Maths was ok, just very brain wrecking but for maths, I usually don't mind what we do~ CME was FUN!!! Got to watch a movie, part of it anyway. Really nice movie hehehehhe~~~ Can't wait for the next CME lesson =D After CME was music- as usual, very slack. But oh gosh, bad news was that, our music project is finally here ): I HATE MUSIC PROJECTS!!!! Can't we get anything more interesting than to make poems D: Lastly was Science. It is the spoilsport lesson of the day. How I wish it was...okay fine, all the other lessons are equally bad. Fine. So science, we kinda completed the whole syllabus though I don't feel that :/ Reason? Because of ______ (fill in the blank) - well, you see, blog isn't all that safe to *erhms* badmouth, so yeah~

Went home with Petrina, Ayisha, Bern, Syahirah~~~ While waiting for the train to come, Petrina spotted a mediacorp artiste (?)- don't know how to spell I don't really take note because well~ Not interested in local shows hehehehe xD So we went to take a look and well, she looks familiar~ While discussing halfway, an auntie suddenly talked to us. And she was like complaining on how the artiste dressed like a hawker centre auntie. I was like wth? Though of course, to be polite, I didn't bother commenting, just listened~ Oh gosh, and that auntie or fine, LADY, was really like, auntie-ish. She complains about EVERYTHING -.- And the thing is, when she was badmouthing the artiste, the artiste was just right behind her. Omg. Can't stand this type of person. Is she like holding a grudge against her or is she just jealous? And the thing is, she dress worse than the artiste -.- When Petrina was saying about the -Train Song- sang by (forgot name), and the auntie was like "Oh the 3 ugly women"- something along that line. Seriously? Oh well~ not worth wasting time talking about her, though I already wrote quite alot O:

In the train we played a wierd game ~~~ Really weird. The Petrina and Gang type of game (guess the type of game? xD) Went to buy bubble tea with Bernetta and I went to buy pancake~~~
Walked home and well, I climbed up 16 floors. A little stupid since I was carrying a 2kg worth of TPC in one hand, my waffle in my another hand and a 2kg+++ bag on my back. But I promised myself I will walk up the stairs from now...:/ Oh well~ It wasn't that bad, though my legs ached like crazy for a while.

Okies, got to go back to mugging. Can't believe it. 2 weeks to EOYs. :(

Gosh. My family sleeps pretty early :/ Sigh.

Today was unproductive. Maybe I should just stop complaining on how unproductive it is because it's like that everyday. Sigh.

Life is boring. How I wish my parents had more expectations of me in a different way. How I wish they cared more about what I care about. Life will be so much easier. Alot more easier. So it's like, if I don't speak first, they will never ask, I will never tell and they will never know?

That's how impossible certain things can be. No matter how I wish.

Okay, maybe I shouldn't be thinking too much now. I should just concentrate on EOYs first.

Tired.

Gosh. It's late already O:

Pretty sad today. I didn't do much productive stuff :( To think exams are near but yet I am not mugging. Sigh.

I AM GOING TO COMPLETE 2 MATHS PAPER TOMORROW.

I wonder if this will help. I always motivate myself to do something and I seem so bent on it but in the end, nothing gets done. :(

Talking to Gladys yesterday was fun ((: I felt rather happy after that and it continued till today. Heheheh xD I don't know why too. Like all of a sudden it seem so near. But than, I doubt it's actually near. I don't know... :( There are like just SO many things that are stopping me. Sigh. But I guess I shouldn't be thinking too much now. Concetrate on EOYs first eh?

Got nothing much to say now. Today was an uneventful day. The type of day that makes me feel sad because it makes my life seem so...boring. Sigh.

How I wish miracles happen...

Ahhh~~~ I feel so accomplished. Partly anyways.

Why?

Because I finish the all-hated situational writing which we were totally clueless about. Thanks to our dear MSN who just sent us through email. Without instructions -.- I would be surprised if I can even score a B4 for English this sem.

Anyways, not much of an accomplishment considering that fact that I ONLY did that for the whole day today. :(

Anyways, today was fun too. Kinda lazy to post it though.

Oh but lunch was fun ((: We had serious section talk at first... Than, we got an extra pizza =D Privilege of having a treasurer in the section eh? 8D Each of us got 3 pizzas but I was totally horrified with Evelyn because she was full after 1 pizza -.- Seriously. And Mun Yun, she wanted the biggest piece but in the end, she can't finish her 3rd pizza. Sometimes, they just make me feel like I am over eating. Maybe I am :(

We talked and laughed, gosh, lunch was the most fun part of today ((: Played with food and I made an art piece using unwanted crust ((: And than we added some details *coughs* 8D

Had combine with Mrs Chua at the hall and rather happy because we manage to complete the song although it was really sucky.I am starting to like Incantation and Dance though :D

That's about it.

So here I am, blogging. :(

Mission today:

Complete English and D&T homework - FAIL

I knew something like that will happen :( But I just can't help it. I've done all the homework that it within my interest of bothering. How I wish I had more maths and Science instead of stupid English proposal writing which MSN didn't even bother explaining and useless D&T which is useless because I've no plans to become anything got to do with that.

So what was I doing? I was searching on stuff and watching vids. Oh gosh. Seriously. I hate Crescent for using the com too much sometimes. It's like, I don't want to use the com but all my notes and worksheets are all inside and when I tried concentrating, nothing productive comes out.

Oh, and I really DISLIKE people who say that I don't need to study also can score well. Ok, I am not trying to point to anyone because lots of people said that already. I know they probably just said it in passing but it's kinda frustrating because it seems to give ME the impression that they think that good grades just fell from the sky -.- And it's not really that good after all.

Seriously. I wished it did.

But no it didn't. And it never will.

Anyways, moving on. Today was considered a fun band practice (: I felt a little too much of sugar rush at the start of band practice. ~~~ I didn't eat sweet or chocolate before that though. But oh well.

But something BAD happened. ---

I FORGOT TO BRING THE 3RD TRUMPET SCORE FOR INCANTATION AND DANCE -.-

So I was really freaking out. Because 1) It's almost combine the whole day 2) Mrs Chua is coming
Which was bad enough. What was worse, when I ask Evelyn if I could borrow the original, she said Joan said the originals can't be lend out anymore. D: Than, worse still, Grace liquid paper away all the 3rd part from her score already. ): So at this point, I thought me and Tatiana could just go home already.

But than, after thinking and freaking out for a moment, I thought of an idea :P So I asked dear Grace to lend me her photocopying card and I went to photocopy the 4th score (Phew, lucky the library was open so early). And I went to colour out all the 3rd notes again 8D So in the end, TA- DAHHH!!! The 3rd's have scores again! =]

Next was sectionals. Quite troublesome. We were required to not be near the hall because there's a mock exam, not near the E and F block because there's lessons. Which left us with no place to go because seriously, our school isn't all that huge. We went to the G block far end and got chased away by a teacher, went to the carpark and got chased away AGAIN by Ms Goh. So in the end, Ms Goh opened up 2G3 ((: classroom. Hhehehhe~~~ Sectionals was quite fun.

Sec 1s and 2s went up for combine with Mr Lee. Oh, combine with Mr Lee was quite fun. But we (meaning our section) didn't really follow...So, Mr Lee asked us to stand up ): And he ask us to play a part on your own. Oh gosh, somehow my hands were like, cold -.- I've no idea. It wasn't all that scary considering the fact that the part was quite simple and it's only a part~ But at least we manage to play it =D

Went for lunch. Cheers again. Cheers = BOOOOOO (N)

Spent alot of money on useless junk food for lunch. Met Mun Yun at Cheers~ ( I wonder how she ate so fast) but yeah, we got united during second combine with Mrs Chua.~~~ After a while, went out for sectionals till the end of band~

Ok, so that's about it. Oh and, Haseena manage to go home with us today =D

Ahhh. This sucks. I am wasting time. AGAIN. Reason? My posts is simply too long -.-

Okayy~~~ It's pretty late now. Shall make a quick post here before my father comes up and scold me.

So today I manage to finish my 实用文 and 作文. I don't think it's very accomplishing though. I was suppose to finish my English situational writing and D&T sketch book by today too. :( The main problem is the same problem, SIDE TRACKING AND PROCRASTINATING :(

Yesterday, I took the whole day to finish chinese paper 2. Today, things were pretty well. After I came back from piano at 1+, I had the motivation to do 作文 and I manage to finish it within 2 hrs =D But than after that, I started to side track and went down to watch tv~~~ :(

I just finished it just now at around 10+ :( Ok, I reallly have to STOP side tracking. Yes.

I AM GOING TO FINISH MY ENG SITUATIONAL WRITING AND D&T SKETCH BOOK BY TOMORROW.

Start of FAN CORNER~~~

Really GOOD BIG NEWS!!! OMGG!!! I WAS SOOO SHOCKEDD!!! 8D BUT THANNNN....

F.T ISLAND WON INKIGAYO TODAYYY!!!! OMGGG!!! SO HAPPPY!!!! =D

This is simply too COOLLL!!! And they were like SOOO surprised when they were announcedthe winner!!! So cuteee!!! AHHH~~~~~ Ok, I think I am going crazy but thannn!!!! ahhhhh!!! =D

But the thing is, some groups like SHINee and 2 other groups didn't perform. That is what worries me :( What if F.T Island won only because SHINee wasn't here? But than, oh well~~~ They still won among the rest of the bands which were there. ^^

I FOREVER AND TOTALLY LOVEEE F.T ISLANDD!!! =D

Lalalalal~~~

Below is their performance (:



And when they announced the winner~



Yayyy!!!! =D Watch if bother~~~

~~~ End of FAN CORNER

Alrighty, tomorrow there's band which means got to wake up early. Ok, got to go sleep now. Hope tomorrow is another good day ((:

Ooo hoo~~~ I realised I don't need to do 2 summaries like what fellow chinese G3-ians need to.
Why?
Because I stupidly did it before she told us to. SO, hehehehhe, it was not stupid after all =P

Prett proud of myself. Manage to finish one summary. Shall aim to finish chinese paper 2 and maths tuition homework today.

I feel that 陈老师 is trying to take revenge on us for not listening to her during lessons :(

LOOK AT MY HOMEWORK!
1) Chinese Paper 1
- Compo
- Situational Writing
2) Chinese Paper 2
3) Chinese 成语 practice 5-7
4) English Functional Writing

Oh gosh. And this is supposedly to be completed in the 1 week holiday - 3 days of band practice. This sucks. And they expect us to revise at the same time. Ok, maybe I should plan my time more wisely. I am going to finish all my homework by Sunday.

YES I AM GOING TO. Than the leftover holiday (which isn't alot) I can use to revise.

Ok, I think I should abandon my blog for a while. Try to anyway.

Oh gosh. I am slacking. AGAIN. :(

I didn't study much today. D:

Went to Li Wei's house today, actually wanting to study.

Met Li Wei at 11am outside M1 shop (thanks to my father who suddenly wanted me to take passport photo before I left home -.-. It was horrible. I hate taking this type of serious photos because it NEVER turns out nice =.=) After that, we went to purchase our lunch at Subway :D Sadly, that place don't have student meal like the one in Clementi :( ♥ Subway cookies 8D

Just in time for the shuttle bus (though we actually ran) but yeah, we caught it :D And on the bus, while the bus uncle was ranting on Singapore's government with another auntie passenger, me and Li Wei talked talked until we reached Merawoods. It's probably my 5th or 6th time going to her house. And SHE ONLY CAME TO MINE ONCE -.- But nvm~~~ seeing that she "fetched" me from Westmall, ((:

Tried to study when we reached her house and it was initially quite successful though I manage to do only 5 maths questions within 1hr. Why did I say successful? Because I wasn't side tracking THAT much. Other than hearing a few songs...~

After a while, we got really bored so Li Wei took out her violin and played~~~I tried too :D And I manage to play 'twinkle twinkle little star' 8D Though it was *erhms* very beginner-ish but at least I did it WITHOUT HER HELP!!!MUAHAHAHAH!!!

Lunch time. Watched Hello Baby ep 12 (which is the last ep) though there is a special cut ep 13 but yeah, ep 12 was the official last ep. Quite sad actually. I always feel sad when I watch finish a nice show :/ It's really nice. Very funny too 8D And sadly, Li Wei only got to watch the last ep where everything is so ending-ish. The in front eps are all nicee!!!8D Shall watch ep 13 some other day^^

Attempted to study again and manage to go through a few science questions before I gave up again and went on side tracking to listening to some of my songs and some of Li Wei's song. After that, we felt really lazy and just lied on her bolster with our legs sticking out of the bed. Decided to watch Maknae Rebellion after a while~~~ Though we watched it before, but since that time I wasn't very into Kpop yet, I didn't really get it. But now, hehehheeh, there is F.T Island's Seunghyun and SHINee =D

But the irritating is, time passes really fast. And my father actually FORCED me to go home by 5 -.- So oh well, manage to watch 3 parts of the first ep and than went home.

On the way home I actually dropped my handphone pouch with my ez-link card O; And didn't realise it till I was quite far away from it. The thing was, I was holding my tpc, holding my handphone pouch and attempting to eat my leftover cookie while walking. Luckily I realised it O: But there was a woman behind me and SHE DID SEE MY POUCH DROP BECAUSE SHE WAS BEHIND ME. But she didn't even bother telling me -.- and simply walk past me. Hmph. SUCH AN UNHELPFUL WOMAN :(

Reached home 3min before 5.

HAH TO MY FATHER. Not like he will see this~~~

Bathed, tried to study science, went to sleep for 15min and got up. Revised a little of science again and went to practice piano. Dinner and here I am, slacking.

Don't feel like going school tomorrow. Gosh, at this rate of the holidays, I will never be able to get out of my holiday mood. Seriously. It's September already. 1 more month and it's EOY, the exam that determines PART of my fate. Gosh.

OK I REALLY GOT TO GO.