Friday, May 21, 2010 Y 4:10 AM
My mind feel so clogged up now. My heart feels like its stuck with something. I have something to say but I then again, I don't know what do I want to say. All I know is, it has something got to do with feelings. Between friends. Best friends. I thought I would have got used to it by now. But when it happened again, I feel the exact pain. Disappointment, it never fail to hit me, doesn't it? What am I suppose to do right now? Is it my problem that it keeps on happening on me? What exactly did I do wrong? Why must someone I thought was my best friend always do this to me?That time, it is probably just a dream. Or a nightmare? I am really confused. For now, I shouldn't bother my mind further because her. I shouldn't bother her anymore either. Let's just be friends. I should just start getting use to the fact that best friend never exists. Or maybe it doesn't exist only in my life.
