Ah, just bathed finish. Shall quickly blog first before I start on my chi homework (haha, the slackest one first. Just copying xD) Today was a really full-of-feelings-day.

Yesterday night I went to sleep at 12+ because of the section gifts and Jolene kept on chasing me to sleep. So didn't have time to blogg. But yeah, today I was wide awake when my father woke me up, probably the nervousness. But I didn't really felt nervous. How contradicting. Than, my very nice sister wrote me a note and wished me good luck which was quite nice of her (I didn't really expect much) Burnt my tongue while having breakfast because I accidentally gulped down one mouth full of hot tea -.- Reached school just nice about going to 8 and many people were there already.

Went to change and everything. At 8.30 Mrs Chua came and rehearsed with us. And I think she got quite pissed because our section weren't watching the conductor :( Mr Chua actually shouted to WATCH THE CONDUCTOR. Sigh. I feel so bad. But I WAS staring at her. :(((

Moving on. We went down after Mr & Mrs Chua left, changed to our full uniform and went had section talk. And gift exchange too ((: Very funny, because me and Sheryl went to buy gifts yesterday together and we bought the same thing (other than I bought something else too). So alot of people something the same because Janelyn ask Sheryl to buy for her too. So hahhahaha xD Should have bought the jelly instead. Oh well~ Shall take a pic of the gifts later =]

Next next, we had band talk for half and hour before moving out to the bus. While waiting for the bus, we ate our "breakfast"= banana cake and 1 packet of milo. Talking about bananas, clarinet section was very interesting. They were actually each given a banana. ^^ I hate bananas but the cake was ok =]

In the bus, Evelyn was super interesting. She amuse me alot. Like, we stopped at a traffic light and she actually thought we were suppose to alight there or something xD But it was funny, which well, I guess relieve that tiny little bit of nervousness. Soon, we reached Singapore Conference Hall. While waiting for our turn, we were talking about teachers and other stuff which was really interesting. I didn't really have much to say because what others say was interesting enough.

It was really scary. In the tuning room when we went through March once, we sounded so weak I was afraid this is going to what happen on stage. And I played so many wrong notes :'( which totally added to my nervousness.

When it was finally our turn, Tatiana was worrying how are we going to go in because she was the first. Aiya, the "route" was straight forward. Surprisingly, me nervousness haven't really "come" yet. Oh, but when we were walking up the stage, I really hate my shoes. It was so huge it was smacking my heel everytime I walk, so it was super noisy -.- Only when we started playing did I start to feel nervous. I can actually feel like fingers shaking a little. But yeah, it was over soon enough.

We did make mistakes but it is inevitable. Life is just like that. But some people cried...:( We did our best already, isn't it? We just have to do EVEN BETTER for SIBF =] In the end, we got Gold. =]=]=] Of course I feel happy. But I guess I was so tired it was QUITE hard to smile. But yeah, we got Gold =] And we will just have to do even better for SIBF. Yeshhh!!! Fighting!!! =]

After everything, we had section lunch. Its so irritating because the section was practically cut down by half. Tatiana cannot go. Jae Young had plans with her father? Grace, her mum was waiting outside already -.- And Hadassah, as expected, cannot go because her mum don't let and she have tuition later. Sigh. So in the end, it was left with Mun Yun, Tha Yang, Evelyn, Prim and I. Shasha came along too.

It was so hard to decide what to eat. Sigh. So we just settled for KFC. We took quite long to eat though O: Later, we went home.

Some things, some times, you just have to stay silent so that you don't spoil other people's day. It might be tiring but you just have to bear with it. Something that I should think have gotten use to it. It's just frustrating how people can cut into your speech before you can say anything. Sigh.

I will wait.