I really can't stand it anymore. I know what you are thinking about.

Really.

But sometimes you simply think too much. It's not that way. But that's how I felt when you did it to me. And the thing is, I doubt you even realised. But now that it's over, or I think it is, I get to see a clearer picture of your situation because your situation is not over yet.

The jealousy well. It was uncalled for. I hate that feeling because it ends up with nothing but more unhappiness. I am trying not to get into your way. For you, I don't think there is anything I can do because nothing is going to work. Especially now. I'll just have to wait till you wake up yourself.

But just to tell you this, you are much luckier than me.

So please.

Please stop all these. It may be alright for you because you are the one doing all these. But hey, have you tried standing in my shoes? It might not be on purpose. Your small actions do hurt but I'll take it that you did it because of various reasons. But if you can, please stop it. I had enough of it.

And please do not doubt my ability of reading you.
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Everyone have their own problems. Every friendship does. I could see alot of people around me are facing problems themselves.

But what I hope?

Only real friendship that has gone through storms and difficulties will become stronger.

Maybe that's my wishful thinking. I kept hoping things will get better too. Hahaha, was I stupid? Or will you prove me wrong?