Should I feel angry?

Or sad?

Disappointed?

Sorry?

I do feel sorry now. No matter what, I did make a mistake.
Naw, I won't feel the rest. I will just give up on hoping. On this anyway. Trying to talk to them? Nope. Because they won't understand.

And they don't have the time.

I envy those families in TV. They seem so loving. Like a true family. Maybe that's why I like Hong Kong dramas so much.

What can I do now?
I guess its nothing. I'll just do my speciality. Bear with it till the day I can escape.