Argh. I hate it when I start to feel this way. I just HAVE to think about so many things and think it so deeply. It may be simple but I will just make things complicated.

Actually, I've no idea what I'm talking about. Really. My mind is blank. I'm just typing...I don't know...My heart?My fingers?

I wish I can just knock my head someday and I forget how I am like (do I even know it myself?) and will change. I don't know...Ok, I should stop typing all this nonsensical stuff and start using my brain.

So yay, 2 papers down.

6 more to go.

8 more days~

Nope, I won't be doing well this semester. Confirmed. During paper 1 just now for eng and chi, my mind was as blank as the paper. I just...I don't know. Got stuck. It felt like my brain had no more juice left. And the paper just have to be so hard. Argh. Definitely not a good day today.

But not thinking about it anymore. Or trying not to. At least one of the papers which I worry is over. Now, I left others to be worried of. Especially next Tues. I just don't feel prepared (for the fact that I'm not)



I think I'm squeezing my brain with too much things. Simply.Too.Much. It ended up with nothing but more confusion and more...I don't know what's the word. Oh well.

Anyways, changed my password to something random. I can't even think of a proper password. Maybe that's a good thing. I don't really want people to come in though I want to. Ok, nonsence spouting again.

There's school tomorrow. Argh.