There's so much things I want to say but yet, I can't seem to find any way to. I mean, they don't bother asking. And they don't seem to have TIME for me to even talk to them. They just don't understand how hard it is to even start telling. And yet they don't do anything to help. This the time where I find that, well, I don't know...

Sigh. I wonder when can I actually tell them. What a disappointment.

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Band was not bad I guess. Just that well, I DETERIORATED a lot, as expected. I can't even hold high D properly -.-'" But overall, it was quite fun. Only when we reached Incantation did I became restless. Thanks to Grace -.- She spreaded her restlessness to me. BLEAH.

Gave Violet her prezzie today. So happy (: She seem to like it. OF COURSE SHE LIKE IT. And she gave me something too :D It's my early bdae prezzie I think...It's Hong Ki's name badge thingy hahahah xD she didn't even tear out the price tag but oh well~ I know it anyways~~~

Grace and Evelyn is abandoning me tomorrow :( Partly anyways. Evelyn- Dad's birthday -.-, Grace- CIP. WHY MUST THEY DO IT ON THE SAME DAY!!!hmph !!! *ignores them*

Moving on, went home with Sheryl because the rest of GHG is like *busy* and went to her house to play badminton. And her bro tagged along. And after some time they were like...quarrelling cum fighting (not that serious) but yeah. Kinda awkward for me there...But it was fun (: Manage to hit 20 + times :D

Start of fan corner~~~

Okay fine. I find that I'm starting to like SHINee too. But it's normal WHAT. On Tumblr MOST of the FTI stans I follow are ALL SHINee fans too. So yeah~~~ They are two different bands anyways. One is instrument one is dance~~~:D Thanks to Violet and her Tumblr. So influential -.-

Ok, I don't have much to say now~~~ But F.T Island is releasing a new album soon :D So happy~~~

End of fan corner~~~




So I was thinking how did they do that. They were not rich. Yet they can follow their path. ___ ____ _ ____. ___ ___'_ _? Because they are gifted? Than why am I not? I doubt I'm gifted in anthing. Why am I even thinking about all this now? Argh. But I really don't want to mug for life just because I have to. I want to do what I like and enjoy what I want to do. But it's just so ... impossible? Argh. I don't know. Really don't know.