I'm back here again.

Progress? 2 questions -.-

I don't know why. But, I just, I don't know.

School doesn't feel real. In the bad way.

Band is alright.
Band is fine.

BAND IS ACTUALLY GREAT.

Because during band, I feel that I am still in holiday because during holidays there's band.

But of course, what am I thinking. Tch. Holidays? If I'm dreaming, than yes.

This feels like a nightmare. I just kept on wishing weekends will come during weekdays and wish that weekends won't end during weekends.

Haiz.

Another thing, 3C3 is so not bonded. And, I can't imagine it being bonded. I really can't. I mean, it's normal that everyone is still awkward, we don't have campfire like Sec 1. But, it's just...weird. I just don't feel that I can be close to anyone in there like how I'm close with Jia Wei, Li Wei and Gladys. And, I can't imagine making BEST FRIENDS there. It's just...far away and never within my reach.

Even Zhen Hui is a different person. She changed. I changed. We've all changed. I don't know, I really don't know. I wish I can do something I like now.

This is one of the rare times I feel that school is totally useless. Waste of time. Stopping us from pursuing what we want. Of course, it differs for everyone, depending on what exactly do you want in future.

I want to sleep. And dream. Only than, I don't need to be in the real world and face reality.