Sigh.

I knew it wasn't easy, but I didn't expect it to be so DIFFICULT.


I knew finding a friend that knows you, understands you and supports you is like, extinct-ish. But, I don't know. I'm probably never born with that type of luck some people have.

Ah well~

It kind of disappoints me. Like, everytime it comes near than it gets my hopes up. And just a few words, a change of mind, and everything crashes on to me. I should learn how to stop my hopes from getting up eh.

Well, selling tickets for Limelight is difficult. Like, seriously.

1) Next day is Sec 4 common test
2) It's a mon night.
3) The ticket price are rather high
4) It's Valentine's Day

I know I know all these stuff really put people off. But I was hoping people would come. Like, my family for example. My father feels to lazy to go. My mum, well, I was wishing she can go but she gave me no reply. And well...I don't know.

To say the truth, I'm pretty envious of those people who can gather their friends to come and support them and giving them roses ♥O♥ etc etc~

Ah well.

As I said earlier, I'm just not born with it.

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Okay, enough of complaining.

Next comes TODAY.

Started out with waking up early in the morning 5.50am because band requires us to fall in at 7.30pm thus we had to reach at 7.15am. It was horrible. I almost fell alseep while brushing my teeth.

Than, we started marching when we reach band *tired*

Went on to having sectionals~~~ Than we had combine for Incantation. Okay, I seriously get annoyed with the 4th part. Why? Because of 9 notes.

NINE NOTES.

It's so annoying. The first 9 notes after presto -.- It's so much harder than the 3rd one bleah. Not to mention how my tonguing has a big big problem. :/

I would say, time passes fast on weekends. It just isn't fair. Hmph.

Sadly, I cannot stay to pack the section cupboard because had piano later on :( And I ended up going home alone because Janelyn and Yu Nwe is just simply TOO busy with their section stuff. Whatever~ Rui Ying cannot go home yet.Ji Tao didn't even come -.- And Sheryl went home by car.

So yeah.

But I met Alex, the JC 1 one, on the way home and she was going to school. And it was so awkward...Like, I said "Hi." And waved like when she was a few steps away from me and she waved back...After walking a few more steps, she was about to pass me...than I said "Bye."

Okay, it was so awkward.

But going home alone wasn't all that bad. It gave me time to think. And I do like peaceful thinking time.

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Went home, had lunch, went for piano.

I actually didn't want to go Orchard. But I was thinking since I brought everything already, changed, and wouldn't get dinner if I stay at home, might as well go out. (Reason for not getting dinner was because my father wanted to bring the whole family to Vivo to collect my mum's repaired phone and have dinner there. Thus if I stayed at home, I would have no dinner.) Plus just look at the time, I would have just returned home if I went with my family.

So, met Dionnis, Cherie, Jia Wei and Gladys.

And we had a great time xD They were like talking about their ideal guy and I was like ... I mean, when it comes, it comes. Why think now eh? And we gossiped about teachers and so on~~~ I think the waiter was irritated with us because we took up a 6 seater table for 1hr + even though we finished our dinner like...half an hour? Who cares~ Who ask they charge GST so ex~~~

Sadly, Cherie had to leave :( So we might as well go too~ Gladys stayed at Taka to wait for her father. Then Cherie left. Left 3 of us we walked around Orchard for a while and soon Dionnis had to go so we all went together~~~

Yeah~ That's for today. Okay, this post is so long. Argh. Long-winded -.-