Tuesday, February 15, 2011 Y 3:24 AM
You know, I feel that I've just let down everyone.
Especially my section.
Especially Mun Yun, Tha Yang, Jae Young, Evelyn, Hadassah and Grace.
They were the ones that had so much faith in me that I'll play well for my solo.
They wrote it down in the letter, told me, advised me and cheered for me.
And everything just ended up the way it should not.
:(
Okay, but I wouldn't cry. I wouldn't cry.I WOULDN'T CRY. It's just that, I feel so disappointed in myself. Days before the concert I kept on telling myself I should play well so that I won't disappoint my section, Mr Chua and everyone else. I know everyone was just being nice to tell me I did well. I know I didn't and everyone else knew it too. And no one else made mistake in Limelight except me.
The glaring mistake.
It's so disgusting
Irksome
Annoying
DisappointingAnd I just have to mess everything up on the last concert for the Sec 4s.
