Argh.

Now, come to think of it.
Some stuff I said were really stupid.

Now I understand how the seniors felt last year :(
Like how Tha Yang felt when she said she is so embarrased and don't know how to face the seniors.

Arghhhhhhhhh.

Yesterday it seems fine to me.

Until now.

Sigh.
This sucks.
Like, really.
Some of my answers are really stupid.
I mean, there isn't right or wrong.
But it's just plain stupid.


Zzzz.

Okay despite not wanting to think of the interview anymore...it just doesn't get off my brain.
How?

Or probably my brain was being fried due to fever so I can't think straight.
Naw, doubt so.
My fever wasn't that bad yet.

Nvm~

It's over anyway.
But I'm so NOT looking forward to the results.
Because it means that the Sec 4s are stepping down.
And how in the world am I gonna survive.

:(

I can't even imagine life without them.
Really.
Like, bargaining for longer breaks.
Asking questions.
Gossiping about juniors and teachers.
And discussing about the fines.
Or complaining about the parts we are playing (though it doesn't really occur that often. I think)

Etc etc.

How?

Okay, maybe all those above, some really makes the seniors annoyed.
But it was something I enjoyed.

Should concentrate on SYF anyway.
Not think about it now.
And let their last performance in band be a really enjoyable and meaningful one.



:(