Okay I shall make this really quick since I'm in a desperate need to sleep.

So.

Today was fine. But a little...I don't know.
My headache was worst than ever.

So after Bio class which was the last lesson, I was debating whether to take a quick nap like 10min, or go for band straight.
And obviously, I went for band straight.
Which wasn't a very smart choice.
Because my head felt like it was gonna burst when someone was playing beside me and me myself could not even feel my own lips.

Argh.

But I guess it wasn't so bad after a while.

And we watched this motivational video thing. Which reminds me how near SYF is drawing and our playings...I really don't know.
I don't even feel that we can get a silver. :(

So, buck up Sherlene.
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I realised, I am not exactly readable.
I don't even know if it's good or not.

I don't like to show people my weak side.
I don't like it when people fuss over me.

And yet, when I see people fuss over others, I'll be like "Why doesn't it happen to me?"

So, it's really contradicting.
Like, I want people to care for me

But

I don't want.

Argh. Okay I dont' get what I'm saying either.

Okay, I'll say I'm pretty good at hiding my feelings and thoughts.
Its kinda cool actually, other then the fact that you get less attention from others.
But I can live with that since I probably...got used to it?
I feel like I'm some attention whore who doesn't like attention.
So...

Yeah.

Okay I shall go sleep now~