Sigh.

At times like this, finding a person to seriously talk to
is hard.

I mean, I just need someone to be there for me, hear me talk, understand me and teach me what to do.
But well.
I suppose I'm used to it.
Or at least, trying to.

There are so many things I wish to just pour out and yet, I don't know who or how to.
It's so...contradicting.
Sometimes I just wish that the world will pause there or I could just hide in my room and not face the world ever again.
It's not because I did anything wrong or what.
More like, the world is simply too scary out there.

What with 2-faced people, people who think they are the high class ones, selfish people etc etc.

For people who simply think I'm too low class for them, I would just tell them, get out of my life. I don't need them if they do realise.

But then, people will tell me,

welcome to life.

Okay, I seriously don't know what to say right now. My mind is pretty much mixed up with everything else.

Whatever.

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Today is probably the worst Friday I've had this year.
Not because I had to stay back all the way till 5 just for one phototaking when I could have gone home at 12.30

It was because many things happened today which made me realise a lot of things.
And those things were unpleasant but pretty much important.

And while I was thinking on the way back, I think I was pretty much in a daze.
Guess what?

While walking on the pavement, a bicycle came by. I wanted to move more to my side which is to the left. However, there was this blind/deaf woman who was standing on the right. So, it doesn't make sense if I move to the left because the bicycle won't have enough space.
So, I was hesitating which side to go.
And I bet that stupid cyclist thought I was so blur that she had to ring the bell before I knew how to move out of the way.
And not only that.
When she went pass me, she rolled her eyes at me.


She freaking ROLLED HER EYES AT ME

Seriously?

But to say the truth, I was pretty much in a daze thinking about stuff which made my reaction slower. But eh, she didn't have to do that right. =.=

And when I went in to the carpark, I almost walked right into a moving car that was going down. I didn't notice a car was there at all. Like, it was camouflaged or something.

So yay.

Within 5 minutes, I almost got ran over by a bicycle and a car. =.=

Okay, it's 12 and I haven't done a single homework for the day.
But whatever.
I'm gonna sleep.