Sunday, April 17, 2011 Y 4:46 AM
Not causing people trouble to care for you is fine. At least they don't make a big fuss out of everything.
But.
Is that why I always become invisible?
Like, I really don't exist at all.
I mean, I don't need to be like, popular or what.
I just needed people to take notice of me.
Or care about me
Or at least, don't leave me out.
Okay, but I won't go around acting like some weirdo trying to seek attention.
It's too fake for me.
And no, I'm not good at acting.
Don't ignore me.
Or leave me out.
It's tiring and annoying.
But if they do, do I ask them to get out of my life or live with it?
Maybe, the second choice. Though it just makes me a small, invisible, dispensable person. But it's polite after all.
I feel downright pathetic.
