You know sometimes, when you really wish you didn't know the truth?
But on the other side, knowing the truth makes you less stupid.

Like, when you suddenly realise that your good friend has been making use of you, whether she realises it or not.
It's pretty hurtful.
I mean, why do you have to make use of others in order to get something.
Or to get a message across someone

I've never did that to someone before.
I can't act
Neither can I come up with plans
When I say something, I really mean it
If I really want to say something, I'll say it to that person.
Or just shut up

Please, I'm not like some life buoy, always on the ready to help you or something. I'm not at your beck and call. I'm not something that you could just use it when you need it and throw it away the moment you get your aim.

Now, I'm at a loss of what to do.
Am I just thinking too much?

What do I do?