Tuesday, July 12, 2011 Y 3:20 AM
Okay!!! I'm back :D
Gosh, I seriously miss this blog :)
I went to read on my previous post and well...
It seriously seem a little funny to me xD
Like when I first created this blog, in Sec 1, my posts were all so colourful and full of short forms xD SO DIFFERENT FROM NOW!!!!
I wouldn't say I'm mature, but my post seem to be more...readable now hehehehe xD
I don't know...but those are my childhood (okay, maybe not so childhood) memories. It's interesting :) Seeing how people were just 2 years back.
2 years isn't a long time, is it?
But just within this short period of time, everyone changed.
Relationships changed.
Attitudes changed.
People changed.
I guess it's like that.
Nothing last forever.
Humans, things, the world, is changing every minute.
I should learn how to live.
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I can't blame myself for who I am.
I am a Scorpio, and it tells everything about me.
I can't help that I'm shy.
I can't help it that I'm so inwards.
I can't help it when people misunderstand me just because they don't understand me well enough.
I don't go around showing people how am I like.
Neither do I actually "shout" in their face how I'm like.
It's just me.
Live with it.
Monday, July 4, 2011 Y 2:37 AM
I really don't know what to do.
I want to dream.
But I don't dare to.
I want it to happen.
But it's not happening.
Right, why will miracle happen to me.
I'm so confused now.
What should I do?
My heart is telling me I really want.
But is this just what my mind have been hypnotising my heart to say that it is really what I want?
Even if it is really what I want, in what way am I gonna get it?
I feel so confused.
I just need a wish now.
Everything will be solved isn't it?
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